Still waiting....

My official appointment is tomorrow at 10am. But I am going to bug Dr. Welsh today to see if he will tell me anything. I went to the gym and did some cardio for about 30 min. I forgot how boring it was. I thought I was going to die after just 30 min. It has only been less than a week and I already miss running. I missing waking up at all hours of the early morning. I miss eating whatever the heck I want to and not have to worry about gaining weight. Most importantly I missing my running buddies. I have worked soo hard this past few months and feel like I have pushed myself to my limits and was looking forward to see what I could do out in California. It just seems so out of reach right now, but I am trying to keep my chin up. Mentally I am doing okay, just going alittle crazy because I can't run. I am going nuts over here. The past few days I didn't miss it so much because it was raining pretty hard but I love running in the rain and jumping in all of the puddles just like I was a kid. And when I woke up today I actually got really sad because the weather is perfect for running. Nice and cool.

My left heel pain is getting alittle better. I have found out that (Coach Killer if you are reading... please stop because I know I am not supposed to do this) if I wear heels that the pain isn't there. I am assuming because I am putting pressure on my forefront of my foot instead. So lately I have broken out all of my cute heels. That make me happy. Ever since I read about Katie new red shoes I have been wanting to put mine on again too so now is the chance to wear them. But yes the pain is still there. I am still limping around. I didn't think it was that bad but my friends are starting to notice and ask me questions about what is going on. Sometimes it isn't so bad but sometimes I just want to chop off my foot to make it go away. As far as my tibia in my right foot, that seems to have gotten alittle worse. When I went to the gym it was pretty achy and I to stop and slow down that way the pain wouldn't get worse. I am keeping my fingers crossed though. I promise to keep you up to date as soon as I find something out.

Thanks for all of the well wishes. It means alot knowing I have such great running friends that care about me.